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♥ Friday, April 4, 2008 ~ 12:20 PM ♥ ![]() ![]() so much tgs haf been happening to me lately.. Well. recently, i've realised sth. im just too busy doing nothing these days and i haf been ignoring people around me. Eversince i started mixing with Diana and gang. everytg started changing.Yar. im hafing so much fun.But its just dat..I m missing people from my past.. Firstly.. GIRLFRIEND PAULA..Well. im really sorry if i haf been neglecting u these daes.its nt dat i am avoiding you.but its just dat im busy with my life. well u mite tink dat.yelah. aku da ada mataer. mane nak ingat kau?? bt nah!! u're wrong.im nt even spending time with hym. i just tot of being alone. SORRY lah if im nt dere by urside. really sorry.I noe dat u are dissapointed in me. bt i really dun noe wad got into me. so much tgs haf happen without realising.n i noe dat im in the wrong. well.im just SORRY. i just hope dat one day i cud spent the time with u n catch up yar. really sorry. MISS U GURLFWEN!! Next. My childhood Friend. u haf been working so damn hard till i didnt even get to c u nowadays. yeah. i noe dat u are inneed of cash. bt dun stress out lah. i really pity u.u work so hard. bt tgs seems diff for u. Really sorry for nt being there for u too. haihs. tgs chg in just split sec. i do miss hanging out with u. dun just keep it to urself. im always here.. if u need me.. im sorry lah if i've been keeping tgs frm u. time will tell.... really sorry for all those shit dat i've done. if there's sth which really hurt u by me.im just sorry.... there will b a day where i hope to spent time with u.. maybe. we can catch tgs up over a dinner.. its on me k???? I saw wan last Saturday. had a chat with him. well evrygt went so wrong. i used to lie so much tgs to him abt my past. now.i cant even face him. he must b mad at me for all the wrong tgs dat i've done. bt i just wan him to noe dat.. i've changed.. i had enuf of all those mistake dat i use to do. now its time for me to start a new chapter in life, and move on. without repeating da same mistake.. dats all.. REALLY SORRY! Next up.. Really soorry gurl. i just cant mix with u guys often. cus. i've promise him saying dat i will leave him with u guys. he's having so much fun. n its time for me to back off abit. its nt dat i will leave u completely. its just dat i cant be dere wen he's dere u c.. tgs haf chg. and i hope u cud understn me. i dun blame u guys for wad haf happen to me.. im the one hu made da wrong move. perhaps. tgs haf to chg for us.. i cant deny dat i still haf da hearts for him. bt u shud noe wads going on rite. tgs just cudnt carry on n. i haf to put it to an end soon. u guys take care.. n remember. that tink which makes u high n happy wud bring damage to your body!! take care n send my regards to all the peeps.. gonna miss u guys yar.. life haf been in such a mess till i really dun noe wad to do. mayb its time. for me to change. its true dat i've started chging after my chalet. bt ppl still cant accept it. now.. i guess i haf to lead my own life. forget abt da past and MOVE ON. Be a better person and.. i guess i haf to learn how to appreciate ppl ard me.. its hard. bt..haihs.. |