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♥Rashida Abdul RahmanSingle Malaydian 5th March '89 Working @ Rasa Sentosa ♥Email | Friendster♥ ♣Your say?♣
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♥ Thursday, February 28, 2008 ~ 4:42 PM ♥ i simply love this song so much. it brings me alot of meaning siax! Do You lyrics Maybe this decision was a mistake. You probably don't care what I have to say. But it's been heavy on my mind for months now. Guess I'm trying to clear some mental space. I would love to talk to you in person. But I understand why that can't be. I'll leave you alone for good I promise. If you answer this one question for me. I just wonder, Do you ever, Think of me, Anymore, do you? First off let me say congratulations. Heard that you just had a baby girl. If she looks anything like her mother, She's the prettiest thing in the world. Swear that I'm not tryin' to start no trouble. Tell your fiance he can relax. I'll leave you alone for good I promise, There's a question I just gotta ask. I just wonder, Do you ever, Think of me, Anymore, do you? I know what we have is dead and gone. Too many times I made you cry. And I don't mean to interrupt your life. I just wonder do I ever cross your mind? I just wonder, Do you ever, Think of me, Anymore, do you? I just wonder Do you ever Think of me AnymoreDo you? I just wonder Do you ever Think of me AnymoreDo you? I just wonder Do you ever Think of me AnymoreDo you? Yeah, yeah, yeah
♥ Wednesday, February 27, 2008 ~ 1:06 PM ♥ So much things haf been happening n i seriously miss my childhood days.without realising. it haf been 13 yrs since we became friends. Flashing back at the past. those days we used to had. all the fun n laughter we had. all those fight we made and all those silly misunderstanding we used to had. thinking back. its so funny. Last nite i sat unda da void deck with diana. talking abt the past. those usual routine we used to had. we will definetly be at the playgrd at 4plus. playing blok catching. waterbomb. running in the rain. roller blading. adventuring. running away from the police. fighting over the playgrd with the chinese. all those arguements we had over stupid n silly reasons. jamming the lifts. climbing the letter box. escaping from the nite prayers just to lek2 at spider web!! woow!!! so much fun. bt dats like ages ago lah. 9 yrs back. we are hafing so much fun. After i enter secondary school. the others are still in primary 5. still hafing fun without me lah. hahahha. bt still. those memories are just so sweet. the sweet memories,the sweet promises,the sweet talks. wow its like over already. Now. everyone of us haf our own life to lead. whether its good or bad. we haf to decide for ourself. no more taking care of each other liao. all haf grown up and is going each n diff path. each of us is hafing our own problem in our own diff world. its difficult u c. cus we used to b so close n now. everytg change. no longer close like wen we were kids bt now we are just being there in diff world. Everytg change. from good to bad n Bad to good. at first i was dissapointed in our change. bt soon after i realised dat i cant do anitg coz all of us are already grown ups. i can no longer tell them wad to do n hu to mix ard with. i myself is not dat perfect to tell them wads right n wads wrong. She used to b the innocent one. always getting bullied by us and always the one hu will b very timid and quiet. now!! oohhlalla. she's much more matured den ani of us n soon holding on a huge responsibility. wow. i do pity her. n i do remember my words. i used to tell her dat if anitg were to happen to her. i will definetly bash her up. bt now!! its too late. she was too afraid to even tell me. coz she tot dat i wud really bash her up. now dat the truth is out. i just wish dat she cud be much more wiser nxt time n PLS!! take care of herself!! No matter wad happen. she will foreva b my friend. good or bad. i will help her out n not leave her alone. haiz. GF!!! i miss u!!
As for now! i stop here as i got lesson to attend!! gonna miss everyone!!! ****MUACKSSS**** ♥ Monday, February 25, 2008 ~ 10:26 AM ♥ LIFE SIMPLY SUX!!! arrg damnit!! i really hated work for da past weekend. like shit u noe. they treat me like a fucking dog! make me run about and do so much stuff. just bcause im a freaking regular. Fuck Rasa Sentosa lah. haiyooooooooo!!! Friday's work in pavillion was abit orite. both my table of guest was pretty okey. FRIENDLY. Bt wad went wrong was when. it was time to go home. dat fucking captain release us at 11.20pm. expect us to catch da last train. wtf!!! 7 of us. was freaking mad at the securities for nt giving us the transport slip. Fuck lah. expect us to overnight there issit???? IDIOTIC!!! Saturdae's work was fun. as i had so much laughter with khai n alex. we didnt do much serving. bt much laughing instead!! woooh!! hahha. well. i n faz had to stay back to finsh up the setting. luckily 9 tables at siloso ballroom! Phew! i olso took da chance to practise me western table setting. hahha. im confident liao! stayed till 3am. reach home at 4am. BOOM!!!! sleep lah. tired siax!!!! cant take it duh! Sunday!!! Ouh shit. what da hell. had to wake up at 11am. damnit. im so tired sak. not enuf rest yet. haihs. with my droopy eyes. i had to work. me,syahrill n khai was like walking zombies lah. hahha. the sun was popping hot! Fuck. all 3 function was outdoor! mampos!!! Jade site 1 &2.. Lawn area!! Shit!! i really dun look forward to work siax. went in work at 2pm. still orite as i only had to wipe cutleries indoor. at 3pm. i had to go up n down looking for all the chair covers and trolly. haihs. was sweating like mad dog siol!! i was really shagged!!! with the sun n the sand! ouh gosh. wad a bad day for me!! haihs. what really pissed me off was when i had to do all those guy's job. it was hard!! imagine pushing a fucking huge linen trolley full of 300chair covers up a long steep slope!!! wtf!!!! pissed off with dat assistant manager sak. that captain too!! arrrrgg! i was damn mad. =( i didnt get to work with syahril. he's job was much easier. handling with less than 10 tables!! me?? i n khai had 30 tables in total!!! arrrrrrrrrrr!!! i had enuf!! i wanted to go home. i tot that it will end sooner or later. bt to my surprise. it didnt!! it was worst. i had so much tgs to do. me!! alone!!! FUCK!!! so fresking mad sak!!!!! looking at khai. i pity him. we both was sweating like pig!! hahhha. after had our dinner. was the worst part. me n Dina had to serve ***7 fucking VIP tables!!!*** wtf!!! 2 gurls to 7 VIP tables at lawn area wtih all the sands in my shoe!!! FUCK LAH!!!!!!!!!! tell u wad!! it all went cork-up!! everytg went wrong n yar. WE DUN CARE!!!!! everytg expect both of us to do. think wad?? we robots issit!! damnit!! nv been cursing till ds wae sia! its like fucking asshole lah. so wad if we are da only regular!!! arrggf!! work my ass off siax!! haiyyooo!! worst day ever in my life. n u noe wad. the guests are all like FUCK!!!! they kept complaining dat they didnt get any attention frm us. Very Idiotic People!!! (VIP) Tot of going home b4 11pm. bt dat bloody Fucking captain onli release me at 1am!! Chibai bodoh Dorg. bsar nye pukimak haram jad!!!!! STRESS AKU!!!!! Reach home at 2am. lek2. sleep. woke up at 8.30am. SCHOOL!!!! shit! im dead tired!!!! bt i haf to come cos gt Test!! Shit sia. Damnit!! I WANNA GO HOME!! I DUN WANNA SCHOOL. I JIUST WANNA SLEEP. IM DAMN SHAGGED!! PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥ Thursday, February 21, 2008 ~ 10:24 AM ♥ Aniwae!! my chalet is confirmed again! im still saving up $200 for food n yar! my cake?? i really dun noe how. die siax. My bdae is in 2weeks time n im getting nervous dae by dae. dun noe lah. im just afraid dat i will end up all upset like last year. sitting at home counting down to my bdae all alone!! fuck siax! haix. Tomorrow im working. damnit! asela is nt working. die la like dat! haiyyoo..!!!! shit siax. i just dun wanna work n just enjoy my youth sakkkkk!! arrg!! pressure siol Everyone in class in all going huhugaga over the higher nitec result. woow. stress siax. i dun noe how sak. dun even noe w to go. haiz. they are like going ard da class toking abt accepting or rejecting da course. ouh gosh. i dun even noe if i can get in. bt. m i ready for da 2 yr course?? siak uh. 1year in office jer my attendance rabak. wads more another 2 yrs siax!!!!!! waduhh!! wad am i suppose to do!!! SHIT!!!!!
♥ Monday, February 18, 2008 ~ 10:34 AM ♥  This is how close we used to be in da past. Well!! A dae out with BOYFWENS!!. I miss Them but!! nvm! =(  Night at BOAT QUAY was great.even after we were chased by a dog!! damnit!  Its all in the Past!! 2006♥ Monday, February 11, 2008 ~ 1:37 PM ♥ damnit! im like so bored lah! rite now in school. feeling so low siax! boring giler! well. for the very first time ever. im in skul on mondae feeling very fresh n not sleeping! hehehe. proud of myself siax! well. i did had a gud nite sleep ystd. now im tired of sleeping! hahaha. kekek per! hmm! later. im going rasa sentosa. taking my pay. had to give dat fucking sis $80 n my pay will all b gone! Fuck siax! tak berhati perut btol sak sak sak! haish! she even gt the cheat to msg me saying dat "its gud enuf dat i paid n book 4 u first." wtf!!! haix!! why on earth must i b granted a sister like her?? ouh wad da hell!!! aniwae im gonna have my chochlate eclair at vivo later!! phew!! cant wait siax! tempating dok! sayang syahril is nt going to join us!!! he got cheer prac later!! aku baru ada surprise utk die!! spoil market uh! haihs!! Valentine!! shit!! hahha. its ds week n i still haven got any date! mampos!! how eh!! everyone got their own date! me?? KERING!!! ahhaha. kekkek per! hmm! im still wondering if dat "guy" wud call me up n ask me out!!!! hahaha. DREAM ON SHIDA!!!!!! weee ♥ Friday, February 8, 2008 ~ 4:05 AM ♥ 07 February 2008 A day out with bro n family. wooho. really had so much fun sia. really enjoyed myself very much. how i wish my everday cud b ds way. haiz. .jpg) -001.jpg) my lovely crazy BROTHA-AYIE.jpg) Anggun,Shasha,Shida,Harris-001.jpg) SIMPLY SHIDA♥ Monday, February 4, 2008 ~ 5:20 AM ♥   a dae out with BOWFWENS ♥ ~ 4:10 AM ♥  me n gf in office wear! kekek per kiter?? hahaha Fazli. KAKI GEREK ITE===ITS TO ENJOY Hey hey hey! hmm. well. im just counting down hrs to go school later. 3more hours n off i go to school n dreamland too. haha. damn shagged siax. just came back from work. didnt dare to sleep cuz confirm i wund wake up wan. hhahaha. LIFE?? haiya. i dun noe y lah bt things just doent work out for me these daes sia. ppl keep blaming me for the slightest things dat i do. wah liao! damn! on saturdae,otw to work. i cried my whole heart out sia. i just feel so sad when syahril saed. "kau okey?? lau ada problem,blang lah aku." wah! at da bustop jgk sak i broke down! fuck! i cried all the wae till the bus reach clementi. dun noe lah y i suddenly feel so sad. haiz. didnt haf da mood to work sak. :'( My freaking DAD! ouh gosh. he haf been very irritating ds few daes. keep nagging n nagging. every nite haf to quarell with him. FUCK siax! u noe wad he saed?? he didint wan me to look 4 my sis animore cos he saed dat he nv had a daughter like her b4! wth! irritating sia. he didnt even wan to give me a single cent. not even my daily expenses. fuck rite. all hys pay goes to that fucking bitch in batam! fuck her lah. how i wish one dae the ship that my dad boards to batam sink!! damnit! dad! im sorry to sae this bt I HATE U FUCKER!!!! Mayb one dae u might noe the truth that the person i haf been loving is actually U!! |
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