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Ω Me, Myself & I Ω

Rashida Abdul Rahman
Single
Malaydian
5th March '89
Working @ Rasa Sentosa
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♥ Tuesday, April 29, 2008 ~ 8:51 PM ♥

well. so much wrong tgs have been happening in life.
im really lost and i dun noe wad to do.
it seems like everyone is starting to hate me cus of wad happen sia.
i really feel bad after wad haf happen.
its true wad ppl haf been saying.
it takes 2 hands to clap.
and if i haf nt been so nice to him.
tis tgs wudnt happen.
now, i really2 feel so bad.
its like as though bcos of me, it all happen.
ouh gosh. what have i done??
well. wadeva it is.
i noe dat no matter how many times i sae sorry,
it doesnt work.
i just hope dat one fine dae i cn get the two of them back 2gether..
im really sorry guys..

Next up.
life have been such a mess.
i haf not found a proper job.
and my siblings haf been nagging abt it.
ouh my!!
wad am i supposeto do in life sia??
ite cert??? hahha.
can just forget abt it.
i onli scored 1.8.
hahahha. like shit kan??? wooohu...
life really sux siax!

My dad. he haf been making noise abt my damn house.
mcm sial uh die.
he expect me to help him pay for everytg.
mati lah aku!
how am i suppose to survive sak??
he told me to get married and fuck off from my hus.
he thinks wad????
arrrgg!

i so dun noe wad to do in life oready lah..
its better dead sia!!

♥ MiSSeS ♥


♥ Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ~ 12:54 AM ♥







Well. A day out with gf was totally fun. although its just da two of us bt its like we had so much tgs to crap abt lah!! hahha. it haf been so long since we went out together. i had so much fun n laughter.

so much tgs haf been happening n i got so much thgs to blog abt!! its just dat im kinddof busy!!will update soon k soorryy!!
♥ MiSSeS ♥


♥ Friday, April 4, 2008 ~ 6:23 PM ♥

hey. it haf been a week since everytg go wrong.
well. i cnt deny dat i miss u lots.
bt. dere's nth dat i can do.
i tried my very best to avoid u.
tried to forget u as much i cud.
bt tgs doesnt seem to b working.
no matter how i avoid,
he will always b there..
wadduh!
i feel bad lah..
cus of him. i had to paitao diana and gang.
haiz. sorry guys.
bt i haf too.
tgs have to go on..
i got to move on with life.
yeah. its hard.
bt i haf to.
yesh.
i still haf da hearts for him.
everyone noe dat.
bt.
im nt prepared to let him noe.
the very last hug,i did cried.
no matter how he saed dat we still cud b fwens,
i still cant accept da fact...
haiz. im like so Lost sia.
Really sooryyyyy!!
♥ MiSSeS ♥


♥ ~ 12:20 PM ♥

My Pretty BABY BONCET
ShiDA n Ady
The Gurls n The Guys
Happy Moments
ShiDa & Anggun
Look At Her!!! So adorable!!
Moments Of Madness

Past

All Me!!
Fun Times
Family
I Still Love Him
Just Sweet Memories






so much tgs haf been happening to me lately..
Well. recently, i've realised sth.
im just too busy doing nothing these days and i haf been ignoring people around me.
Eversince i started mixing with Diana and gang.
everytg started changing.Yar.
im hafing so much fun.But its just dat..I
m missing people from my past..



Firstly.. GIRLFRIEND PAULA..Well.
im really sorry if i haf been neglecting u these daes.its nt dat i am avoiding you.but its just dat im busy with my life.
well u mite tink dat.yelah.
aku da ada mataer.
mane nak ingat kau??
bt nah!! u're wrong.im nt even spending time with hym.
i just tot of being alone.
SORRY lah if im nt dere by urside.
really sorry.I noe dat u are dissapointed in me.
bt i really dun noe wad got into me.
so much tgs haf happen without realising.n i noe dat im in the wrong.
well.im just SORRY.
i just hope dat one day i cud spent the time with u n catch up yar.
really sorry.
MISS U GURLFWEN!!




Next. My childhood Friend.
u haf been working so damn hard till i didnt even get to c u nowadays.
yeah. i noe dat u are inneed of cash.
bt dun stress out lah.
i really pity u.u work so hard.
bt tgs seems diff for u.
Really sorry for nt being there for u too.
haihs.
tgs chg in just split sec.
i do miss hanging out with u.
dun just keep it to urself.
im always here.. if u need me..
im sorry lah if i've been keeping tgs frm u.
time will tell....
really sorry for all those shit dat i've done.
if there's sth which really hurt u by me.im just sorry....
there will b a day where i hope to spent time with u..
maybe. we can catch tgs up over a dinner..
its on me k????


I saw wan last Saturday.
had a chat with him.
well evrygt went so wrong.
i used to lie so much tgs to him abt my past.
now.i cant even face him.
he must b mad at me for all the wrong tgs dat i've done.
bt i just wan him to noe dat..
i've changed..
i had enuf of all those mistake dat i use to do.
now its time for me to start a new chapter in life,
and move on.
without repeating da same mistake..
dats all..
REALLY SORRY!

Next up..
Really soorry gurl.
i just cant mix with u guys often.
cus. i've promise him saying dat i will leave him with u guys.
he's having so much fun.
n its time for me to back off abit.
its nt dat i will leave u completely.
its just dat i cant be dere wen he's dere u c..
tgs haf chg.
and i hope u cud understn me.
i dun blame u guys for wad haf happen to me..
im the one hu made da wrong move.
perhaps. tgs haf to chg for us..
i cant deny dat i still haf da hearts for him.
bt u shud noe wads going on rite.
tgs just cudnt carry on n.
i haf to put it to an end soon.
u guys take care..
n remember.
that tink which makes u high n happy wud bring damage to your body!!
take care n send my regards to all the peeps..
gonna miss u guys yar..

life haf been in such a mess till
i really dun noe wad to do.
mayb its time.
for me to change.
its true dat i've started chging after my chalet.
bt ppl still cant accept it.
now..
i guess i haf to lead my own life.
forget abt da past and MOVE ON.
Be a better person and..
i guess i haf to learn how to appreciate ppl ard me..
its hard. bt..haihs..
♥ MiSSeS ♥