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Ω Me, Myself & I Ω

♥Rashida Abdul Rahman
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Malaydian
5th March '89
Working @ Rasa Sentosa
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♥ Saturday, March 29, 2008 ~ 9:24 AM ♥

i just came back with my brother.
we went driving.
to johore. n back to Spore.
well. it was a fun wan.
i did njoy myself.
bt still.
haihs.
still stress over sth..
waduhh.
ystd he came over diana's place.
bt didnt even meet me.
like they were saying.
he's avoiding me.
well. wad can i do??
he haf changed hys no.
i cnt even cntc hym u c??
i just need to tok to hym.
sort tgs out.
nt making a big fuss.
bt i just need a REASON.
is it bcos of hys ex??
i understand dat he still loves hys ex.
bt. wad abt me??\
hu am i to hym??
haihs.
3daes of sweet memories.
can nv i forget.
wad can i do??
hu can i turn to??
he left me all hanging.
wad am i supose to sae??
haiz.

it haf been 6 daes.
n i've nt been sleeping??
siak kan??
i just cudnt get to sleep.
thinking abt all those tgs.
just makes me so arrrg!

im nt mad lah.
bt im just dissapointed
cuz i cudnt get da ans from hym.
wads wrong with telling me da truth??
really hates it wen im left hanging.
without ani answer to da prob.
haihs!!!

i just pray hard dat one dae.
tgs wud work out for us.
i dun mind losing hym.
bt i just need to noe from himself.
dats all....
♥ MiSSeS ♥


♥ Thursday, March 27, 2008 ~ 10:16 PM ♥

i really had a bad dae these few daes!
im like so fucked up.
heartbroken.
pissed off.
dissapointed.
really dun noe how to express myself.

haf nt been sleeping for almost 4 daes!
damnit!
i just feel so lost.
dun noe wad to do.
im missing hym bt. there's nth i can do.
he told me dat he cnt forget abt hys ex.
woohu! thanks!
just feel so small siax!

its just da beggining bt nearing an ending!!
wad the fuck kan???
im feeling so sick rite now.
bt there's no one to care.
thanks to diana. cuz she accompanied me da whole evening.
ouh gosh.
wen will all this end???
im so sick.

i gtg!! just hope dat one fine day,
he will come up to me once again.

I MISS HYM!
♥ MiSSeS ♥


♥ Monday, March 24, 2008 ~ 3:17 PM ♥

er! haha.. here are some pics!! njoy yar!





















♥ MiSSeS ♥


♥ Sunday, March 23, 2008 ~ 8:39 PM ♥




































































Hey. Im back! Wooh.
I see hate tags. Surprising uh!
Hehex. Nvm. Hate taggers are warmly welcome.
I may nv n0e hu they are.
N i wudnt b surprise if they happen to b any of my fwens.
Haha. Dah seas0n lah. I've experience m0re than that.
So. Hate tags are nth to me!
Well. N0w.


Let me share abt what happen during da 14-16 march 2008.
Wooh. A heartbreaking one.
i was so excited as days grew close to my chalet.
Hoping dat it wud b a fun,enjoyable n happening one.
To my surprise.
I didnt turn out well lah.
first day. .i had to travel all al0ne wit all the tgs.
Amin? Paitau! Syahril,he saed dat he had to collect hys pay.
Wadeva okey. It started out well lah.
Wit my family ard. It was fun. Soon later,paula came.
To my surprise. Sulhan came d0wn too.
Huhuhu. Shocked sak.
Didnt expect hym to c0me as we dun realy n0e each other.
Bt. Overall. He's okey! He's fun n friendly lah.
Hehex! Cool ape die! Whahaha.
Then came zu n ily and zul.
They were my only guest.
Cn u imagine dat? My only guest??
Waduh! Stress pe aku?
At ard 10+ syahrill came wit k0k weng n ina.
Sulhan n zul had to go back. Wad a waste.
Haiz=( aniway sulhan,thanks 4 cuming yar.
Hmmp! K0k weng did all the bbqing. So cool uh.
Being serve by a captain. Hehex! Thanks.
Then came ina's bf. (the satay man.) hehehex?
He was inchrg of the bbq the wh0le nite.
Suddenly,everyone came one whole sh0t.
Aku stress. Tak tau mane nk layan si0l.
Pressure pe aku! Waduh!
The dancers came d0wn too. I so miss them l0h. Haha.
So glad to c them siax.
Fazli came to drop by.
He was sitting in the room wit syahril n paula.
Wooh! Thanks ehk?
R0y came wit 3 of his friends.
Wah! Roy tau!
Lelaki yg tk perna aku jumpe dtg chalet aku!
C00l kape! Azy came d0wn with bdk2 bp. Wah
Tu lagi. Bkn nye rapat ngan aku.
Fazal came wit hisyam and nuwan.
im like so touched lah. Hehex. Khairwan join us too.
They b0ught me a bdae gift.
Turqilla,white n red wine n a champange. Wow!
Aku dapat pop champange dok! Its like so wow lah!
Bt unfortuanetly.
My 'close' friends. My 3 VIP didnt get to watch me pop the champange.
Wad a waste.
I was busy entertaining all my guest at the bbq pit while my VIP'S were happy doing facial upstairs. Woohu. Great uh?
Its my chalet bt. They are like njoying themselve.
No offence guys!! Im juz dissap0inted lah k?
Well! Jus forget abt it. It makes me irrit tinkin back abt it.
Wadeva okey.
then fazli sent us to white sand nye 7-11 Khairwan brought me to 7-11 wit fazal.
They b0ught me absolute v0dka.
At that p0int of time,i was already abit tipsy uh.
Hehex. Well. Wad to do? I was pissed off mah. Haiyo.
Came back bbq pit,c0ntinue drinking.
I open da turqilla n absolute.
Drank turqilla wit sprite n abs0lute wit ribenna n canberry.
Wow! Gone if juz a c0uple of cups siax! Haha. I realy nj0yed myself siax!
I was damn drunk la shei. I tried to c0ntr0l infr0nt of my bro.
Bt i stumble here n dere. Kekek pe! Mamp0s.
Hehex. I feel bad shei c0z i didnt layan azy n gang n r0y sak.
S0rry guys. I tink my bro spotted dat i was drunk. Shit man!!
Hehex. After drinking. Everyone started to lpak in da r00m.
I sent hisyam h0me. I t0k to hym n i cried sak. I really2 cried.
Y? I dun n0e. I juz feel so sad! Haha. Haiz. Paisey siax!
Went back to the pit,suddenly..
To my surprise,paula n syahril came d0wn shouting at me.
Sh0cked pe aku! I was damn fucked up.
I was drunk,my head hurts n they c0me telling me things tat realy pissed me off.
I went up,c0nfr0nted fazal.
My br0 fucked hym. I was pissed off!
In the end, both of them (paula n fazal) left the chalet.
I went breakfast wit fazal,khairwan n lala. Feel so bad siax. Wooh. Gerek pe!
I was freaking pissed off till i chased everyone out of the r00m.
Leaving me lala n syahril.

Second day - m0rning,syahril had to leave for his dance c0mp.
Leaving me n lala. Ouh gosh! We slept till 6pm! Imagine dat?
N n0 one came! Except for zila. Wow! Seronok pe!
At ard 7plus,alex came. Paula came back. We lek2 in the r00m.
At 8. Suradi came! All the way,we kekek2 in the r00m only.
Sec0nd dae was fun! Although n0 one came bt it was fun.
I realy had a lot of laughter siax. Thanks guys!
Suradi n alex really made my dae! Huhuhu!
Gues wad time we start bbqing? Hahaha.
At 1am! Hahaha. Kekek kn?
Ppl are all packing up,ready to go to bed bt here we are setting up for bbq.
Hahaha. At 2plus,diana,khai,abg dd n rawk came. Well.
Thank god cus the fud was all stil there. Haiyo.
Hmm.they left at abt 4plus. We pack up,went up n off to bed!
Damn freaking tired n shagged! Paula?
Sorry ehk gurl,cuz i didnt get to accompany u go breakfast?
I was damn tired uh! S0rry. Hmm. At 10.
Everyone was supp0se to get up n start packing. Bt.
We are stil in bed! Hehex! We lek2,chill2,take our own time.
Take picture, laugh2. At 11am,check out! Hahahahahaha!


Dats h0w it all ended! Although a big mistake happen.
It was a fun wan indeed. I've learnt my less0n.
Nt to invite th0se attitude prob friends over cuz they really spoil my dae
Haiyo!!!
♥ MiSSeS ♥