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♥ Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ~ 9:17 PM ♥ hey!! looks like im no longer gonna update my blog dat often lah.. life have been busy lah.. sorry guys.. ♥ Friday, August 22, 2008 ~ 9:11 PM ♥ Firstly.. GurlFRIEND PAULA.. Thanks for editing my blog. Its so nice n i really like it tau! Haha. Thanks alot shayang. It was so sweet of u darlx! Haha. Guess what. My fate haf been changing recently. It all went wr0ng 4 me. There's no m0re Badot Sial Gang. No m0re Bdk2 Lpak at Bp. No more JOB.. Everytg haf ended juz like dat. Ouh g0sh. I realy dun n0e what's g0ing on siax. S0 feel that the wh0le w0rld is againts me si0l.. Eversince i started my old habits,it seems like its ruining my life sak. Getting paranoid these days and l0st2 m0st of the time. Haiz. Stress sak aku. I've always t0t dat im all al0ne. Bt nv did i realise that i still got gf around me wh0 wil always b there 4 me.. Wani.. Thanks al0t for everything. Eversince the badot sial clan br0ke up,u haf always been there for me.. U are always there to cheer me up when im d0wn n Held me up when i fall. I n0e that i used to hate u. Bt that was all in the past. N0w, its different dear! Im always l00king f0rward to all our outing. C0z i n0e that it wud always b a fun n enjoying one. Haha. I realised sth. That the b0th of us would laugh our hearts out each and everytime. Even the slightest thing,we can make it a j0ke. Haha. Kekek la kamu! Weee. I n0e h0w much u hated me f0r bringing u and acai apart last time. Mayb what me n boy did was wr0ng. Bt im sure u understand y rite? I dun wan my cousin to hurt u further.. Hahaha. N0w that u are back wit hafiz,i juz wish u guys all the best n give u guys my blessings.. N0 matter h0w much acai disappr0ve us of being together,i stil wan u to n0e that nothg can break us apart k shayang. Haha. Im s0rry 4 what i've d0ne in the past. Im realy2 s0rry. I juz h0pe that we both cud stay like h0w we are n0w n... I wan u to n0e that i l0ve u for who u are Rock Chick!! Haha =) thanks a milli0n for making me feel so appreciated gf!! Muaacks. Eversince the 4 of us br0ke up, it all seem so different. The 4 of us got back to our own path. Acai... He got back his business again. N0w that he is wit this pathetic bitch named fatin. He haf changed al0t. He bec0me so stub0rn n got back to his old ways. Wads w0rse was he ch00se that bitch over me! Wow! Maybe,what he t0ld boy dhl was true. I shouldnt haf st0p him fr0m being wit ani gurl he wan. Bt. I did all that juz bc0s i dun wane c him suffer later.. I wan what's best f0r him. Thats all. I've got my reas0n for hating That bitch. But. It seems that i cnt do anitg much about it uh? He wudnt wanne listen to me anim0re uh. Ye lah. Aku ni kn stakat adik sdare die je? Hmm. Bt,if anitg were to happen to u or ur future,dun blame me if im gona smash that bitch's ugly fagg0t face uh! Thanks al0t la. I juz pray hard for ur happiness okey. S0rry =( love u still.. Boy.. I realy got n0 c0mments. Eversince he chg, he haf been giving us the c0ld sh0ulder. Im nt saying that he totally dah tk layan kite. Cume,he haf always been busy with his life. His street life. Haiz.. Well. Mayb its time for me to fade away fr0m him. C0z. I've heard what he saed the other day.. Boy,im realy s0ry 4 being such a nag in ur life n s0ry 4 interfering u n ur buddy rela. I n0e h0w irriting i've been in ur life. Thanks for telling it n0w. Really appreciate it. N aniway, thanks for all those mem0ries we used to had.. Like u said,it was juz a sh0w. Woohu. Thanks al0t lah boy. For letting me put s0 much h0pe in u n crashed it juz like that. Terime kasih la.. To that fucking BITCH, FATIN. Dun think dat i wil let u ruin my cousin u fucking whore!! Dun ever tink im afraid of u juz cos u haf back up out there! Do u tink i give a fucking damn! U haf ruin my happines by snatching away my only cousin. And n0w, u wan to ruin his future too?! Damnit la bitch! Go look urself in the mirror u ugly fagg0rt! Why on earth do u tink my cousin would fall for a ugly 17yr old bitch like u?? Hahaha. Stupid!! Juz wait n c okey!! =) im so l00king f0rward for that day to c0me!! Haha. Take care tau gurl. Weeee. The seperati0n of us made a huge impact in my life. C0z they haf always been there 4 me for 3m0nths. Always bringing fun n laughter in my empty b0ring life. Haha. All th0se sweet mem0ries we used to had can only b a past to me. An0ther past uh?? Haiya. Good things doesnt realy last uh? Wadduh!! Lastly. Im desprately l00king f0r a full time j0b n i h0pe that u guys out there cud help me with this. Ani full time job available. Pls let me n0e can!! Hehex. Got to go. Cia0!! Miss SunShine will still b Miss SunSHINE LAR! hahaha. Wani.. U n0e,i n0e uh. Hahaha. ♥ ~ 8:49 PM ♥                         +PrinCEss+%3D%29.jpg)                     
♥ Monday, July 21, 2008 ~ 5:28 AM ♥ Dedicated to The Badot Sial Gang.. (Acai..Wani..Boy..) 16 of July 2008..... I still remember the very day we 4 got together.. 08 May 08.. The very day we were at cik kadir's place.. where u guys tot dat boy n i had sometg going on just bcos we went to the shop for quite some time.. hhaha. We went drinking at marsling that night.. that was a memorable day for me till now.. cos that was da day we 4 started together.. Before this,maybe we 4 came from a different background.. 4 different people,4 different heart.. I was acai's cousin.. Boy was Acai's buddy.. Wani was Acai's girlfriend.. Eversince that day.. the 4 of us became so close.. united as one.. Every where we go.. we will stick as one.. Friendship.. well dat made me much closer to my my cousin hu haf been growing up with me.. as days goes by.. i started to got closer to boy.. i felt so secure wen im with him.. yar.. we do fling ard.. bt nt to da very extend lar.. well.. acai dissaprove us being together..bt soon after.. he cudnt be bothered animore!! hahaha. sorry! We had so much fun.. so much laughter.. so much memories.. bt within a short little time.. my hp was jammed with all our crazy pictures.. it was so sweet of us actualy.. i realise dat i've change so much after knowing them.. my life got better and i got much more happier den ever.. they have always been there for me in times wen i came across problems with my loved ones. almost every single day we would meet up and yar.. spent those wonderful times together.. Well. maybe there are misunderstanding here and there.. bt that nv got us apart.. Eversince i met them in life.. from there i understand the meaning of BUDDY.. FRIENDSHIP.. They taught me so much abt life.. Yar.. maybe, the 4 of us cames from diff age group bt we share da same tots.. we were always there for each other.. i still remember those times we had at wcp.. fishing.. jale-ing.. celebrating boy's 17 bdae.. it was all a memorable one.. Minom same2.. Steam same2.. happy2 same2.. sedih pon same2 lar.. JIWE BABE!!!!!!! hahhaha.. to think back.. we haf gone thru 2mths together.. 2 mths of endless happiness. GERREkk lar... As u noe.. acai and nafis became BUDDY a year ago.. they met each other at work.. thruout the whole year.. what i've heard from the both of them was.. dorg jiwe.. everytg they do will always b together..no Susah senang.. tempoh same2.. they were very close.. verryy222 close.. just like siblings.. Steam same2.. happy2... no problems arouse wen they were together..they got so much happy moments together.. although dorg lain baju, bt still.. buddy will b buddy! 15-16 of july 08.. i was back from work wen i met them at w.c.. wah.. they were from pool.. it haf been such a long time since we last gather sak.. haihs.. i was so happy to c the 4 of us together again.. i realised dat boy wasnt in a mood n was looking very down.. i didnt ask y.. he kept quiet all the way.. after dinner.. we split up as acai had to sent wani home.. me,boy,cik kadir proceed to blok blakang uma acai.. 30minutes later.. still no sign of him.. then guess wad???? he msg me asking boy to catch the last bus home n ask me to come up his place.. wah!! tak mangkok tu?? boy read da msg and he reply K THANKS.. wah.. i tink i cud feel wads going thru in boy's heart sak.. confirm saket hati.. Dia dah lah turun sini jauh2.. blanje acai maen pool coz dah lame tak jumpe.. end up.. BUDDY srh alik!! wow!!! waduuh... i got so stress.. we walked to the pondok and lpak.. while walking to the pondok.. the memories of acai n boy steaming the other dae flashes thru my mind.. dat was da very day where buddy got together. steam same2.. bual jiwe2!! hais.... we got to the pondok den boy staraight walked off to the fitness station.. The fitness station was the very place where acai and boy steam same2 sampai illusion.. that all happen b4 me and wani got into the picture.. wad i heard was dat they really had so much fun dat very particular day.. Boy sat down n kept staring blankly into the air.. i guess he must be flashing back all those sweet memories uh?? i really felt so lost sak.. i sat infront of him n kept looking at him.. i noe dat sth is bothering him.. bt he just dun wanna let it all out! Suddenly.. wen i asked saed.. (" eh takmo ni mcm lar.. nafis yg aku knal tak emo2 ni mcm siak!!").. he stared at me n saed.. ("aku dah bkn nafis yg dulu.. aku dah bruba") wadduhh!! i became so tension sak.. haiz.. i so felt like crying sak.. when i saed sth abaout acai.. He saed that HE DUN HAF A BUDDY ANIMORE!! wah!! dat part.. tears waere already in his eyes.. haihs... i felt so dissapointed lar.. den he suddenly told cik kadir that today will b his last time here.. cus he need some time alone to chg.. haihs.. im glad dat he's willing to change for the better.. maybe.. dis is the only way for him to make acai realise how much dissapointed he is with acai.. maybe its bcos of money matters too... bt.. only god noes wads going on... haihs.. both of us kept quiet all the wae.. stared at the surrounding which brings us memories......... Bt somewhere somehow.. as days goes by.. i started to realise sometg.. We started to show our true colours dat makes us DRIFTING APART.. dat really hurts.. i just dun noe y.. bt it just kept me wondering.. is my presence with wani changing their BUDDY relationship?? Maybe ever since acai got himself a gf.. he got no PRIVATE TIME with boy uh?? i dun noe.. wad i noe was dat the 4 of us just cudnt click with each other.. it really seems dat everytg is going so wrong lar..is it bcoz of money that brought us apart.. or.. is it bcoz of my flings with boy dat made acai chg so much?? or is it bcoz of acai hafing a gf n had not much time for his onli buddy......... It all left hanging there.. none of us knew wads da actual prob is... wad i really hope is dat someday.. the 4 of us will reunite back.. i really miss the past.. the day we all started so smoothly.. till now... it haf been a fruitful journey n i really njoy myself very much.. thankks guys!!! love u all truck loads!!! As for Boy.. i pray hard dat shazlin's parents will accept u for hu u are.. n i really hope dat u wll succeed chaging into a better person n get your goals acheived!! U haf found your true group of friends n i hope they cud make u feel more appreciated!! i really pray for ur happiness n hope dat we will meet some dae soon.. misses!! As for Wani.. i noe many tghs haf been going on between u n acai.. bt i hope u cud cherish him.. cus it seems like u are the onli person left top take care of him after boy step back.. what eva happen between u n me will b kept secret.. u dun worry.... love u gf! ACai... i just hope dat one dae u will wake up n be more wiser.. u cant carry on this attitude for life.. find a stable job n support urself.. cherish those with u noe then its too late.. trust yourself n dun listen to wad ppl sae! ♥ ~ 4:50 AM ♥ Halluu!!! Lil Miss SUNshine is back in da house!!! yehh!! hahha. aniwae!! sorry for nt updating for quite some time.. been very busy lately.. my schedule haf been so pack till i didnt even haf the time to blogg! wadduhh! bt no worriess!! coz.. im back! hahha. Well! i got so much tghs to share! First up...... My holidae trip... it was awesome! I had so much fun n laughter.. Although it was just a 4 day trip, i had so much fun n really enjoyed myself tau! It was a memorable one.. i learned so much from the trip itself.. Looking at all those kampong kids.. Kecian dorg.. Sometimes i wonder how do they actually live in such some atap houses.. hmm.. it kept me wondering lar.. I really enjoyed the trip so much eventhough i was HOME SICK the last day.. hahha. i was really missing SINgapore.. hahha. First day.. we check in hotel indah.. woohh.. Great.. the room was huge lar.. Bt we had to share the queen size bed.. Sorry acai! haha. Before eating,we had a couple of cups already.. Therefore my stomach really hurts went i had my dinner.. shit sia.. After dinner.. Went karaoke!! woohhuuu!! GERREKK lar! I sang my hearts out and yar!! i had so much laughter.. dah mabok!! kecoh!! sembarang hembus jer lyric!! hahha. mana nak dpt shida karaoke siol!! hahaha. Kecoh siax!! 3hrs of karaokeing.. 3hrs of drinking.. went back to room.. continue drinking.. drank non stop till....... i started Vomiting like a merlion! Hahah. It really feels like shit sak! my stomach hurts n my head is spinning ard.. wah!! buih tahan uh!! i spent the nite in da toilet vomiting..!! cant really sllep! shit sak!. hahha. dats where i really realise dat i shudnt haf drank so muchh.. hahaha. Get a few hrs of sleep n in da morning.. Had to get our butts up!! haiz.. TIRED!!!!.. 2nd day.. got my hair done.. Acai went massaging.. went ard SHOPPING!! haha. We had a very hard time looking for an hotel Last minute!! Fuck siax! all the hotels were fully booked!! shit!!! we spent hours in looking for a room sak.. haiz.. Finally.. THANK GOD!!! we foung the very last room at Hotel Libra.. naseb sak!!! if not.. i dun noe where we are gonna sleep siax! Well the room wasnt as great as the first one.. Bt nah!! its okey afterall!! Acai was drunk.. he turned in early.. I ended up watching tv alone!!! mangkok ajer! hahaha... Morning.. Overshot!!! hahha. Overslept lar!. 3rd dae!! Luckily we had such a great sleep last nite sak.. hmm. we check out.. went for breakfast.. Played pool.. SHOPPING!! Karaoke again.. We were busy njoying ourself till we forgot to book the tickets home!!! shit!!! We were already short of money to book in a hotel.. DEAD LAR!!!!! Im already HOME SICK by then!!!! My dad called up.. Nagging!! FUCK LAR!!!! last resort... we had to spent a nite at KAMPONG!! ouh my god!!! hahha. we spent a nite at abg ady's place.. Ouh gosh.. wad made me cant sleep was the FLYING LIPAS!!!!! Fuck sak!! dats my onli GREATES ENEMY sak.. haihs.. I spent da whole night up just to look out for dat damn INSECT!!!! haiyyoo...!!!! n Wads worst was.. I got the chance to see LIVE chickens got slaughtered INFRONT of me!!!!! Den fry it.. n Eat it!!!!!!! damn!!!!! hahha... 4th day.. Finally!!!! its Monday Morning!! n yar!! its time for me to GO BACK SINGAPORE!!!!! yehhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so damn happy lar... hahhha.. Gerreekk lar!!! hahha. i somiss on-ing my hp!! n its like!! finally!! hahha. Got the singapore Reception.. My hp was beeping non stop!! wohhuU!! jammed with so many msges!! Sorry guys! Went straight home!!! BAM!!! Slept till da next morning!! hahha. ***Thanks to Acai!!! i had so much fun n laughter.. u haf been a great companion!! thanks for taking good care of me n tolerating all my nonsense!! thanks for looking after me n sacrifisng ur nite when i was drunk!!! hhaha. love u idiot!!!*** ♥ ~ 4:17 AM ♥  im like so home sick sak!!! soo miss SINGAPORE!! haha hey!! im a lil tipsy oready shia! my one n only KIN!! love u idiot!!  its all about LIL MISS SUNshine!!  born to b cousins..  tourist yar!!  the toilet was nice!!! hahha.  at karaoke!  carlsberg was the only drink for them!!  sweet tak kiter??  after my hair-do.  ouh gosh!! gonna miss my hair!!! ==((  finally!!! its SINGAPORE!  drink for all u can!! its cheap!! hahaha (bt i tink dats my very last one!!! i felt so sick after dat!!)  gangster jalanan!  "keponakan" a word in indon for 'NIECE'  i didnt realise taking ds pic.. hahhaa  acai!! lets sing our hearts out man!!! yyeeh!  sweet me!!  abg Sdare n Me!  HAPPie HAPPie!!  its karaokeing TIME!  mcm minah tak jadi! haha  in a CRAMP lift!! hahah  Sweet Lil Miss SUNshine!!   happy Family!  preman!  like dey sae!! its happy family!! yeh!  ShidAndy  COUSINS!!  dats our cousin too... angel is her name!    tell u sth!!! The maggie dat he's eating is damn DELICIOUS sak!!!  Happy PEOPLE!!  the SHADES couple!  all about us!!  carlsberg PYRAMID  we love each other!!  CHEERS!!!   NOTHinG CAN BREAK US APART!! DAT INCLUDES U BITCH!!!!  miss my PRETTY BOY!  Loving Couple!!   Hotel Indah  yehh!!! lets sing man!!   .jpg) .jpg)   Acai Unggu!! (like real onli!! hahha) |